Qiqi

今天两个部落都update 了噜....

目地只是要show 我最新的照片。。。嘻嘻

没有东西写啦。。。

很闷~~今天懒惰没有去学校

去了也是闷。。

明天去云顶噜。。。

心情也很平静。。。

去的目的我想不是玩吧。。。

也只是纯碎散散心吹吹风....

因为我会想你....

你懂不懂吖....

你这个笨笨...知道你会懂的啦..;)

我会记住你跟我说的话。。

会小心...

嗯嗯。。

要放照片噜..

1001~

final exam was finished~

am i happy ? should yes...but no this feeling...

i miss jor arh...they go thailand today..

i miss jor this chance..so wait untill holiday juz go la..

nvm geh...i will buy many many thing at there,,sure XD

UEC will coming soon la...

but nt very serious on it...juz a exam nt special..

but i will study well geh...

i miss our memory everyday....

too care on u ...

u say nt worth it so gud for u ..but i dun think so..

why ...i can dunno the answer

juz let u to fix it...i trust u must can done it..

i wont worry ...keep smile and wait =)

i trust u must do it wat u promise b4 ...izit?

i will grow and learn, learn to be independent ..

help u share everything...

learn to brave ...

♥ ♥

why geh ??

为什么朋友与同学之间毕业了各别到别的地方继续学习。。。

过后再见面就会变得如此陌生??一定是这样的结局吗？

为什么见面时总觉得有种奇怪的眼神被看...

呵呵。。。

希望他们会走好自己的路....加油哦...

last night peneng symphonic band concert....

wow...quite nice....i love it so much...they play melody welll and i like thier music's communicate

.....play so welll....damn nice,...enjoy so much

and final exam is cuming....on next week,,,,nervous but havent do revision anymore.....

haix.....

lolx......

finally....u ask me about me and him....

should i happy or ......?

happy bcoz u care or....?

i duno....=(

tonight wan go syuen leh.....wat should i wear...black or white....

lolx.....dunno arh~~

hungry now but...

lazy to cook......xP

finally....

ya...kvwo's camp was finished...

well, reli a nice camp....

meru Dome restaurant oso a nice place....

three day was fun but learn many thing about the skill of my clarinet and embouchure ...

wat is throat tone...and many....

i have drive the "golf car " in 1st day...syok ya...

haha....

2nd day i have my breakfast at 4.30 pm....i ate chicken chop...tasty..

3rd day morningr i oso have my breakfast at there....haha...

i luv there so much....

oops....and matt ..he's a nice & friendly person...he's a Professional MPYO clarinet player...

they will have a concert in KL .....

kvwo next next will start to practise christmas song ....

wow....syok....we have a christmas concert on DEC ....

this is my cert of camp completion =)

Go out with fishball , yewen, lok tomorow =)

finally...this's 1st time we date....hehe

Wonder~

today i woke up early coz mummy bring me go 富山 eat dim sum =)

when i arrive there....have many ppl leh...no any seat..luckily juz wait awhile then we sit ...

then mummyask me wan eat wat...go take .....walao...not tat ppl will cum and ask geh meh...

y wan myself go and take....haix....nvm lurh...

we take many arh....haha..after that juz eat eat eat....bao dou boom~~

we eat jor 1 hour more...then leave lo..cos many ppl wait..our seat...lolx~

we go a butik see clothes...when i go there...i saw a clothes i like...then i tell mummy...i like this clothes...when i comfirm to buy...they said so many....haix...said the clothes so mature nt suit me....but reli nice mah...y wan stopped me wor...

finally....finally...mummy say as u like ...she no any suggestion ..then i buy jor =) RM34

but they juz said nt suit to me....lolx...i'm 15 years old jor....nt a child...wana change oso...

so wonder lol...i juz ntg to say...let them said.....

after i back home ...mummy ask me to try it suit or nt...

after i wear, reli nice mah .....

my choose always r true one =)

I'm back....

1st..back to here-blogspot

2nd..back to home from CAMERON =)

i go there on saturday....juz use 1 hour 30 min arrive there...syok..

tat night we went "jing jing " ate chicken chop =)

next round we go sing k..syok..

after that we go back home and slept..

the next day, we ate our breakfast then we meet somebody....hate!!!!tat no manner's man!!

juz forget it!!

after that , we go gunung brinchang walked tat stairs...and took many photo at there...happy ya....have a long time i didnt like tat day very happy....about 6 or 7 pm we back to tanah rata...go puasa there walked around...all finsihed never buy anything and go eat our dinner...

then we back home....have a BBQ ...start at 10 pm.....sweat...very very tired dy...

juz on9 fb after eat something then go upstrairs bath and sleep...

too tired...but they bbq untill too late...

the 3rd day...i ate my breakfast at 2pm....hungry seh me...after ate we go buy stawberry and tomatoes....too cheap larh...bcos puasa la....buy many...

then back home rest untill 5pm...we back...6.30 reach home!!

nice trip.....

next target - TAIWAN ~~~i'm coming~~~=)

Обо мне eu ~

cry b4...

sad b4...

u juz do ntg.....

we r nt match....

although i accompany eu do many thing...

yup...we r happy when we together at the time...

but we juz fren no others..

I Figured jor...

wont angry to u ..

wont noise to u..

wont sad to u..

wont cry to u...

wont temper to u ..

wont complain anything to u..

and many thing i wont do to u ..

No others means and dun think many..

the last msg i juz answer u...tat's all =)

i smile to u ...

bcoz i reli figured dy...

i must do it wat i say to u...

but everytime u just thought about urself...where am i in ur world ur heart...

everytime u juz find a excuse to me...did u lie urself and me ? i dunno..

after i saw that drama ...

i'm 100% sure....I'm nt the person who most important in ur life...

about this all problem...i think everyday...think and think..

i must wan to respect myself and no any relationship with u..

hope u respect me too..

Mayb we meet or b fren cos fate...

is too many fate about me and u .,..izit ??

but tat's all..

cant continue to walk the straight way...

is time to turn....u turn left and i turn right....

If finally we reli have fate...

we'll meet at the next corner...

hope u happiness ..

be responsible for ur chooses....i wont stopped u..

u r a smart boy dun let the stupid thing make u crazy and sad...t.c ..

all is wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the most stupid is me!!!!!!!!

i comfirm !!i wont care u wont worry eu!!!juz go away!!

bitch!!!!!!! hate u...u r always the fake one!!!!!!!

juz know to lying gals~~~!!

juz going relationship with others gal..

dun come in!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!

dun find me ...........4ever!!!

BITCH!!!!!!

juz go far far far!!!

bad guys!!!

u two relationship again then dun find me ..

y u still wan have any relationship with me..!!!

WHY!!!!

juz go away!!!

miss~

miss eu all...thx yewen teach me edit the leng leng dream pic...nice one..
fun oso...can let myself edit many type ppic about m3...
is i start to care u ? miss u ? worry u ? or wat...
u r always very cute one in my heart from now..
u came lates ?? or....i dunno..
mayb this all juz a test..
i will face about this..
felt bored now..ntg can do..
but today no bad mood =)
i miss eu dy...sleep so long like pig XD...

stop here larh~~

bored~

moody + bored = ????
wat the feeling ....dunno how to explain...
juz alone sit at here....
do ntg
say ntg
see ntg
hear ntg....
haix...wat a bored holiday..
really moody...
i felt tired..
dun wan to think too much..
never let myself to angry..
but u!!!! juz a bitch!!
dun near me~~juz go away...
we r two different world geh ppl..
hope u'll know it...

821 & 822

821

tat day we 5 girls hang out together ...

1st we go parade , i didnt buy anything....

after tat we go MP ..

wow....syok ya...

surround there r so beauty ...

we eat at there enjoy ourselves...

we took many picture at there..

after that when xue ying took picture ..

have a ppl come in , me and yewen say ntg ...

after that..dunno the reasonxueying say :' the air-corn so big " ><''

me and yewen quickly go out and f elt very lak seh...lolx...damn fun...

we finished at 10pm more ....

after that i followed yewen back ...

stay 2 night at her house..

the next day morning..

we ate braekfast at her home..

after that yewen felt nt well then her father and brother took her and saw doctor....

me and her sis sing k in her house...

after that we play computer ...

fishball, me and his sister ...we 3 ppl are very lak seh ...

suddenly have his father fren come their house..

fishball saw a leng zai ..after that he ran go k room ...almost fall down...

and then we go upstairs saw his father fren again..

we ran to yewen home play insrtument..haha

damn fun...then we go downstairs ....play and play ...

suddenly i saw his father open all cctv let their saw...

OHNO!!! we dun have any images dy...><

lak seh take 3 =='haha

after that we prepared for tat night ..poi lam have dance performance....

we oso happened many fun thing...yee kean drove BMW go out and never told his mum..

we out quickly ..haha

after we arrive there...felt boring....haix..after we back lu...happen some unhapy thing...haix..fely very sorry....

monday we go school late....after we arrived there 8:20 dy.....still wan meeting....lolx...but i sick at that back...back home at 12:30 pm....and today MC ...

thx ur care ~~

exam finish~

well, monthly exam finish already~

but my mood still opperessive~ dunno y ~~

today last day exam was happened jor two matter~

1st....cry b4 exam in the morning cos let something scared me...

2nd...b4 go out in the class , play with fren ,then my bottle broken~~ my darling ....lolx..

'wat's wrong with me ? wat's going on with me? so confuse to me ....

haix....later i wan go to practise piano to relax my mood~

and tomorow i will stay at home juz sleep and go out with mummy if she rest tomorow~

can i say miss him? juz dun think too much better....so ...

stop in here larh~~~

preparing for my exam~

2.37 am now~

alone in office and memorie chinese and on9 and listen song

but juz play computer more than memorie~

sat and sun at home...have many time let me to memorie..

but i dun wan use tat time to memorie...

although i juz sat on sofa do ntg...

haha...feel like so enjoy....syok..

still have 4 o'clock let me memorie...lolxx...

behtahan myself....like this oso can ...

haha

very excited ah~~~1st time have this feel ( dun wan to study's feeling)

yepee~~~ gud luck to myself ..

15/8

huu.....finally i disburdened for my science...

at least this time i knew to answer the question..

1st - biology, when i saw the question , i asked my friend who behind me..

"can i cried "?

there have 3 question but juz wan choose 2 quetion to answer..

all question are so difficult...i juz answer no.1 question..

2nd-chemistry , easier than bio , i juz answer all although r nt sure ...

the last one , PHYSIC !!!!yepeee....part B i'm sure i get 9 mark..full mark ten mark..

teacher always are so gud but i hate him....finally i wan thx him....

I felt very happy yesterday....yes, i'm lucky day ...haha

after that...i will b hard to study my chinese and math...haix...felt too bored

gud luck to myself...

stop untill here ~

hmm...

yer..wat a raining day...make me very sleepy although i juz wake up

lolxx..i wan to do my revesion arh..

talk like so hardworking ...hehe =)

yer...can i memorie all science in my brain ?

can gua...nt many...

yor..can i do well in my exam tomorow ?

hmm..i dunno leh..feel so easy if i have study well at today...

wat la...after that the result like shit...

hope i can do well tomorow larh~

yer...i saw xue ying juz now...]

but hor...tat time when i feel sleepy and slept in my living room,

and she shouted my name ><>

so embarrasing...

after i took book for her, i cant continue to sleep dy..

lol...

why hor...everytime someone find me , i must sleeping de lorh...

everything was so embarrasing...pui shan also found me when i'm sleeping..

god bless me lo...

who i aM

I spend my life....Trying to do things right.....
but all I do is fall to my face with my hands on my hips so many timesbut then,
I learnedafter being burntto get back up,
push straight on, stop the tears,
Well it's alright to be myself,
Now I've Learned To Stand
Well its OK to be just who I am
I've spent years really hatin melonging to be friends (friends)
Now I hope that you can understand,
This Is Who I Am
Now when life gets tough
I'm quick to hurry upI run all dayI run through the night
I'll break down walls, I'll hit up highI don't care if I'm fat,Or
if you think my clothes are badcos i can go to sleep at night
I'm a good person and I'll get by, I!!

晚间~

我是否该放弃了...是否我错过了某些事情....我觉得总是有些事情...但自己却永远不会知道...

你却不会告诉我....有时候自己会无缘无辜生气...那是什么?很多事情想直接告诉你...但却害怕你还来的反应....是我太在意了还是?昨天的晚上也就是今天的凌晨...我又流泪了.....你给我的感觉却是另一种想要我放弃的感觉...还是我多想了...一直以来都相信自己的直觉..但是你却让我生气自己的直觉...是你在骗我还是我的直觉是错的...我知道..你一定会答...是我的直觉错了...

很想有个明确的答案...但...我该如何是好...我不知道...

时间已到了截至..我是否遵守自己的承诺..我做到吗...我想是时候放弃了...

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

放棄你放棄愛情

放棄了所有權利

連自己都知道這不公平

放棄你 放棄自己

放棄了愛的權利

放棄你等於放棄我自己。。。。。。。

0731

没错..0731就是我的生日日期....但我依然还在这...还在电脑前面...我电脑的旁边依然是放着我的杯....没错...就是这样度过我的生日...
其实这种安静度过的感觉真的是不错赞....
同时在完全没有想到的情况下....转头的同时..一个大大的盒子就在我眼前...我愣了一下...吓人咩...不要玩啦...那是真实的画面..真是谢谢了...虽那画面已过了半小时..但在当时我一句话都没说...
被吓到了...每一年我都只有一份特别大的礼物...今年原来也不例外...谢谢你...
半个小时后又恢复刚睡醒的状态~超累的...
刚进入0731的一秒中,我是流着泪迎接...3至4小时...当所有人都在熟睡时...我依然流着泪度过...听着外面的雨声风声...风扇的转动声....泪着泪着就睡了1个小时多...
出队的今天我依然进入不到状况,...表现糟糕...是我容易被受影响吧....每次的演出都会因为紧张而表现得不好...我是怎么搞的..0731对我来说已经是很普遍的日子...但我还是谢谢你们所有人的祝福...=]

我的世界~

我的第一次就这样呈现给大家了....表现的不是很好...第一次在台上指挥..那种紧张的感觉是控制不到的咯~~~
接下来又要辛苦了....小考临时说要出队..还要整个星期申请出来练习...没的上课如何专心读书...
心情很不稳定...发生的事情太多太突然....我该如何是好
是我太善良还是?哭了那又代表着什么?
生日的来临却让我觉得不幸的事即将发生/...那我宁愿这一天 不要到来...
很辛苦...你知道吗..
很想自己静静...为什么你还要走进我的世界...
好假好假!!!!

wat's wrong wif me

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
2010/7/18 ....♥
此刻的心情..♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥




再次的没有心情....魂不守舍...到底是为什么




以前的那种推动力仿佛已消失....




不是说好不哭的吗...为什么泪再次的流下....




自从那天...我又开始不停的掉泪...




泪了也累了....很辛苦....




唯有让自己的'时间表'编排的满满...让自己没有多余的空间去乱想...




心好乱好烦...




怎么了...




很想告诉自己:之前的你不是都很开心很俏皮的吗.....为什么现在的你却变得脆弱...回来好吗...不要再丢下自己了.....坚强起来...你永远还是你..


考试也陆续的到来....加油哦..相信自己你是可以的...永远替你加油...♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

bcom crazy

what i'm doing? juz a day holiday...how can i be a crazy gul...
juz one day holiday, friday...afterit .....i can play & out non-stop...
wow....feel so syok!!!!who wan to join..
i wan go cameron today!!!!but i can't contact jj lee....cos i call wrong number!!!deng!!!
gek seh me!!!cant buy stawberry jor....:'(
yesterday i go lost world with them....enjoy !!nice day..after tat i enjoy my buffer tat night...
today i shopping and watching....twilight!!!fun ^^
tomorow out again...school band practise....hope we can play well...cos want to perform dy....oh no!!!gud luck to us

0705

演奏会过了。。。我们留下的回忆。。。开心过。。一起压力过。。
有17首歌。。。吹到超累。。喉咙受伤。。嘴唇麻痹。。。
人超多的。。。吓到下。。。呵呵
不过还是慢慢适应了....
今天学校假期。。。在家很闷。。。
期待这星期六。。。。yes ^^

0629

家长日来临....紧张咯...
成绩退步了...唉..再接再厉吧
演奏会也要来了....加油哦..我们都会做到最好
哈哈哈哈哈
其实心里很多话想说
由于文笔和表达能力差了...
就来这里敷衍几句吧
其实很想提出勇气再次告诉你...
但我想还不是时候吧
从来没有放下你....真的
那你呢.......
我要开始跟上进度了...统考的来临让我很有压迫感...
压力冲向我来...
除了睡觉可以疏解压力之外都没有更好的选择了

到这里吧^^

moody

昨天0616是我和堂姐觉得最有历史性的一刻。。。
4年前的同月同天我们一起去着同一个地方办着同样一见件事情
4年后的0616我们也一起去着同样的地方办着同样一件事情；
那时我们一起去着银行办回一样的手续。。。
蛮开心的。。。


直到今天，心情会变回以往那样的复杂。。。
是我的心情容易受影响？还是？
看着电视剧心情自然也被受影响。。。
在房从窗看着天空有亮变暗。。。白云边乌云。。晴天变雨天。。。
我的心情自然就会像天空那样。。。
为什么。。。
为什么自己的情绪都不能掌控好呢。。
为什么可以突然没有心情。。。。
为什么可以突然间大哭一场。。

到底是怎样了.....

finish~

our camp is finish yesterday...can i say the camp very memorable? dunno ....i think is
juz back from ipoh...juz sing k with cousin oso can say with my family...very happy...
the funny thing is we bring a baby go there..haha
after tat ...wat can i do? do my theory, practise my clarinet...practise tat song of concert..andother...and homework so many...shit..
lazy to do...juz think sit and on9...hehe

0610

last day on9...
3 day more can't on9 ...coz i have going to my band's camp....
haix....
today back skul at 9am coz have a meeting for prepare our thing and test games...funny^^
then we go parade...buy history book again..~^^tat's about France..very interesting for it..
after tat...sing k...lolz..can't say wat the feeling..haha
tomorow will say morning to u ....coz i wake up very early - 5am
6.30 want back to skul...and start our camp at 8.00...
hope i have a memorable holiday^^
stop here..b

upset...

haix...why ...why i feel upset now..
mayb is the movie make me so down..
without on9, i dunno wat can i do...confusing..
moody..

.M3.

02:44

yup....i haven't sleep now..

feel sleepy but still wan on9..

feel bored .

think to count down for something..

juz karlok nt yt sleep oso..

two of us is updating our blogger..





0606

our concert 1 year dy..

today see karlok and fish angle in jusco^^

and rehersal very tired..



What i'm thinking about?

juz know i'm very bored..feel lonely..

haix...

i dunno wat can i do..

homework really alot..

holiday two weeks...

y i feel unhappy?



Tomorow..

wake up..

breakfast..

on9..

learn piano...

and do ntg when back home..

:(

她很想陪着你，即使是上网，一句话不说。你开心的时候她很想在你身边看到你微笑的样子。你失落的时候，她第一时间在你身边安慰你，想破脑袋想帮你。你熬夜到很晚，她的QQ陪你一起亮着。如果你下线，再登录一看，她的头像就暗了。你知道吗？她熬到那么晚只是在等你。懂事。知道什么时候该撒娇，什么时候该像小孩子一样的疼惜你。如果你是个学生，她不会任性地要求你翘课陪她逛街，不会让没有经济来源的你买奢侈品。如果你已经工作，她不会埋怨你忘记打电话给他，不会在你工作烦心的时候要你甜言蜜语。即使自己心情再不好，也会轻轻拥着你，始终站在你身边。不放过任何与你有关的信息。融入你的生活圈，朋友圈，结识你的朋友，链接任何在你空间留言的朋友的页面，看你喜欢的电脑和书，去你喜欢的餐厅，逛你喜欢的品牌店，甚至笨拙地模仿你欣赏的异性类型。她不是不够好，只是想更适合你，更容易得到你的认可和赞美。她绝不会在你同事同学家人朋友面前提你的缺点，嘲笑你，哪怕只是玩笑。她可能觉得你这么做不对，但是给足你男人需要的面子，帮你圆场，帮你找台阶下。只晒幸福，只说你的好。她需要你的肩膀，但是绝不会凡事依赖你。她在你面前很弱势，常常需要你来把持局面。不是她笨，只是喜欢在你面前装傻，喜欢被你照顾。但是她不会粘着你，把你当保姆，该独立的时候她可以一个人。她不会总是要求你先让步，男生要懂得包容和迁就，不是因为她是女人，而是因为你是男人…但她绝不会因此被宠坏而是会很小心翼翼地跟你撒娇，求你的原谅。她发给你的短信几乎不会有错误，不会有歧义。（她很注意跟你在一起时的细节，连发消息都会反复确定好几遍，措词、语气、甚至表情。她也许有很多异性朋友，也许不乏追求者。但是她会明确告诉他们她喜欢的是你，而不是拿这些人的优点与你比较。她会时不时告诉你谁谁谁要追求她，看到你紧张的表情，会很满足的加一句，我心里只会有你一个人。…不是她无聊，她很需要被重视。爱你并懂得自爱，不会突破自己的底线。如果对你，她轻易答应了，那么对别人，你能十足的把握她不会半推半就妥协？所以不要总是说她不解风情。

miss u...

­很喜欢拥抱，喜欢与心爱的人深情相拥的感觉，什么也不说，什么也不做，就只是静静地拥抱，久久不要分开，似乎只有这样，才能体会与心爱的人真正溶为一体的真实感。在那一刻，相信时间也会为我们停止的……好想,累的时候抱抱你!　　­一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧。­拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音的……　　­拥抱的含义有很多：　　­情侣间的拥抱，是幸福甜蜜的；　　­夫妻间的拥抱，是宽容理解的；　　­朋友间的拥抱，是贴心信任的；　　­吵架后的拥抱，代表妥协与原谅；　　­相逢后的拥抱，代表思念与激动；　　­离别前的拥抱，代表不舍与期待……　　­拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……　　­拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候……　　­曾经在篇文章上看到一段话：　　当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。　　因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱……　　­当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静……　　­亲爱的，我曾经说过，好想累的时候你能抱着我，其实，我何尝不想累的时候，你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥抱，再苦再累都值得……　　­也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸轻轻靠在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此内心的声音……　　­亲爱的，不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；也不能在你喝醉的时候假装很生气的臭骂一顿，然后再把你带回家；更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……　　­­可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择亲爱的……　　­可是，亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，话语再安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。　　­拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？　　­请相信我，我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你入怀。　　­亲爱的，好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……

holiday ing~~~

This is my new blogger....nice to meet u all...and i'm so sad and boring in this holiday....
cos have something i can't tell u y i sad ....blek :P
all my dear...i miss u so much...did u miss me?
kar lok,...have u see my blogger...? haha
stop here...bb ^^